i welcome myself

i hope everyone is in the best of health and in the state of ever increasing iman. this is my first time doin this blog stuff i think its pretty cool..so iam giving it a shot. well we are in the middle of ramadan and we all kno this is the month of blessings. Ramadan for me gets real hard somtimes, not because its hard to fast, but because i do taraweeh and i go to college...man oh man i get so drained it not even funny...but i kno u guys dont care that much about me... so let me just say that we are half way thru this amazing month and we need to evaluate our use of time so far....ask urself how much quran have you read??!! haveyou asked forgivness from allah yet??!! and the most important.... have we made enough dua to allah so that allah will grant us paradise??!! i for one have been lacking in all of these areas....i would luv to be alone at night with allah talking to him like talking to a friend.... ahhhhh man!!!!! that sounds so beautiful... so in the next 2 weeks of ramadan lets get down and do wat we gotta go do. Another thing for guys who go to high school or college we need to lower our gaze as much as possible...because that stuff is everywhere!!! and a fast is like a white cloth when you sin little black dots come on it and the white cloth becomes dirty so we want our fast to be as clean and as beautiful as we can get it to be so that we can present it to allah!! The heart needs to beat..so that we stay alive.....go to depth of that statment ppl. salaam